Breath out!

Finally, the spring has come. Till the first of March i had time to feel so free inside- i'm almost gonna fly!

In this year i had to break through tough turbulence for learning some lessons. And now i realize how much i've needed them.
In the same time it was one of the most interesting, the happiest years of my life!
It was a transition time from one life to another. And this new one- oh, I love it!

It brought me new friend, and several amazing mates. I've become more intimate with my brothers and sisters and aquainted them with my friends. We've spent great time together and now we are planning our joint holydays in May. It means so much for me- it's like two families becoming one))

This year and especially winter taught me to be  open to people, to see that every person beside you is your straight reflection and there is no need in attempts to seem the person you are not.

One of the most important things i've grasped - that the fear is absolutely useless. If you need to get the answer - don't be afraid of knowing the truth, just always be ready for this truth can be bitter and that is how you become stronger. Because "no" is thousand times better than ILLUSION. And then - breath out and walk away.


Because spring is all around!

People in my life.

The greatest thing i have to thank my life for is people i'm surrounded. Today's morning was the time when i clearly felt how much i appreciate them.

First of all, my best friend, my soul-sister. She is so big person, she is the ocean, where everyone can find love and consolation. And simply talking with her helps me to get out of my darkness. It's always laughter in the end of every our conversation. And it heals.

The second gift from universe is the man who always pays attention to me. And not because of my woman-being, but also because i am just a person, i am just me. And this means very much, especially when you were hurt by something. And that is true, that love and acceptance are the best medicine for people.

And speaking about pain (for i have to speak of it today), i should say... That it takes so much of you to take over it, that everyday you have to struggle... And in every struggle you become stronger. You learn to love yourself more. You learn to love yourself from the begining... after every new falling. You have to fight for yourself... with yourself. And there is one great fighter life has given me. She left the big trail of inspiration after her. Inspiration of being the Winner. And i'm glad i had her in my live. I miss her.


And the greatest news of today is, of course - my sister is getting married! I'm very happy for her and even more glad i am that all our family is about to get together in march! I love these moments with all my heart and can't wait to see them by such a wonderful reason!

Her marriage is very sighnificant because it is first marriage of youngest generation of the family.
So it is really beginning of something new and big!
I love this girl! She is one of those who really deserves happines.
If we have to deserve it, i don't know...


But fight for it - definitely!

Love you all and wish you beautiful weekend.

Let's make an acquaintance!

I've decided to keep a dairy in english! Now i can't imagine whether i could do it or not and what interesting can be here about my humble life, but will see.

I always begin description of the day with the weather. So... It is february and it's cold. But at the same time there is the spring spirit everywhere! Birds are really singing their early songs, and the Sun spreeds its rays all around.

My life goes simply, quiet and i am totally contented with it. And when i suddenly realized it, one interesting thought came into my head - what if i 'll keep all these good days in my new journal?

So, it's gonna be kind of task , with two principle purposes : to learn english and to hold my attention in good things in my life.

And i'm gonna start with  today.
Waking up i remembered the dream i had. I saw my girlfriend Mary with her second child named Nikita. The child, who she has not got yet) I think it's a very good sign! Especially because after telling her about it, Mary said that if she's going to give birth to another child, the name possibly can be Nikita.
The name of her first son is Artem. I like this name very much! And there is another baby boy Artem who is very speacial for me, because i'm gonna be his godmother! And this is not just good thing in my life- it's a dream come true! And more! For I have some spiritual connection with this baby... he is bright and so beautiful!

Another good thing of the day is one made decision. Something, that i should do. I by myself and no one else! The important confident step... to the other side. And this determination i felt inside gave me great power. Things seem to be so easy this way! To be honest I should thank my friends for inspiring me to this.

Speaking about latter-day mood - it is very romantic! I like that St.Valetine's Day is became familiar for our country! Here and there people congratulate each other by the phone, girls in subway coming back home with flowers! Shortly speaking - love is everywhere!

And we don't even have to catch it- cause love is always there for you!
So let it be like this today, tomorow and always.